When we first met, I honestly had no idea that you would be this important to me. This has been a recent feeling. Someone who can give you everything and anything your heart desires, someone much better than I. When I write things out I think more clearly about the situation. But in the end I just want somebody who I can open up to and be myself without feeling uncomfortable.
I always think of you as my guardian angel. You are my miracle. They really reminded me of you.
I wish I could express myself in a way that could capture the essence of every single emotion that flows freely through my body when I look at you. To contain and define those emotions would only take away from them. You take my bad day to a good day and my good day to a better day. The now,where nothing else matters. All that, to say the least. Sincerely, Cynthia. I am tired and weary but I will love you. With what is currently left of me. And I hope that you love me just as much, despite everything I am going to tell you. My self esteem is nonexistent.
You are truely the biggest blessing in my life. When I fell, you were right there for me, when a lesser person would have turned their back, and by the grace of God you stuck by me in spite of my foolish past. I love you so, so very much and I wish only for your unconditional happiness. In fact i hate you for the way you make me feel. I will never be the girl you desire, and that makes me sad because i will never be good enough for you. I ended it before more damage could be done. Its a flashback of our past in the present, but this time i really have to let you go. I want you to be happy and i like making you happy, but i exist too, and my happiness counts as well. Since the day I met you, I only ever wanted to be with you.